Damn glad to see you posting here.....why doesnt it surprise me that this is the only place to get a hold of you?
It's a real blow to hear news like this about a long time teammate and friend but it's not about us at all. All the best to you and your new family from Alice and I and our expected and let me know if there's anyhting I can do at all. Even if it's walking your dogs.
Stay strong and we'll see you at the pitch so we can compare notes about our kids....altho nothing will ever beat your birthing story.
Chin up!